Temple of Literature, Hanoi | Vietnam

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The Temple of Literature (Vietnamese: Văn Miếu) is my favorite respite in Hanoi proper. Strolling through helps me forget the overwhelming noise, pollution and business outside, and I can easily spend a couple hours here relaxing.

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Founded as a Confucian temple in 1072, by 1076 Quốc Tử Giám University was built over an area just south of the temple, now taken up by 12 city blocks. The school/worship center was where civil servants were trained to serve the Lý dynasty.

The Confucian education system was inherited from the previous thousand years of Chinese occupation (111 BC to 980 AD) and therefore initially derived most of its content and structure from the Chinese system of educating mandarins.

Students generally studied for 3-7 years, learning classical Chinese, Chinese philosophy, Chinese history, and poetry composition. Among others, students read The Four Books (Tứ thư, 四書): "The Great Study" (Đại Học, 大學), "The Golden Means" (Trung Dung, 中庸), "The Analects" (Luận Ngữ, 論語) and "Mencius" (Mạnh Tử, 孟子); Five Pre-Confucian Classics (Ngũ Kinh, 五經): "Book of Odes (Kinh Thi, 詩經), "Book of Annals" (Kinh Thư, 書經), "Book of Rites" (Kinh Lễ, 禮記), "Book of Change" (Kinh Dịch, 易經) and "Book of Spring and Autumn" (Kinh Xuân Thu, 春秋).

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The Trần dynasty (1225 - 1400) opened up civil service to commoners, and during this time the famously difficult and competitive exam system developed into its 3 stage form. At specific fortuitous intervals on the Lunar calendar (around 2-3 years apart), exams were administered at provincial, national, and finally royal levels, with the national level schooling and exams taking place at the Temple of Literature. The royal exam was administered by the emperor personally and took place at court.

Four ranks were awarded to successful applicants:

Trạng nguyên (狀元) – first place, reserved for the best scholars

  • Bảng nhãn (榜眼) – second place

  • Thám hoa (探花) – third place

  • Tiến sĩ (進士) – all the other successful applicants

First place was reserved for exceptional genius, not simply scoring the highest in any given exam year. In roughly 800 years of educating scholar/servants, the trạng nguyên rank was only awarded to 55 men.

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Though the Vietnamese adapted Chinese script to create their own language (Chữ-Nôm) in the 10th century, it was only in the 12th and 13th centuries that Chữ-Nôm was systematized as the official language of government (and recognized as part of meaningful literature), with appropriate bilingual study materials issued. The classical Chinese characters visible throughout the temple today are Chữ-Nôm, and therefore unintelligible to Chinese readers.

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During the Lê dynasty, successful examinees were honored by having their names inscribed on the stone steles still displayed today. The stones tell us that between 1443 and 1778 over a hundred exams were held, with about 20 successful candidates emerging from each exam.

The school limped past the 1770 fall of the Lê dynasty, but eventually closed in 1779 during the Tây Sơn era of decentralized dynasties and peasant revolts. Coming to power in 1802, the Nguyễn dynasty moved their capital from Hà Nội to Huế, opening the new imperial academy there. The former Quốc Tử Giám was reopened as a Hoài Đức district school.

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By the time Hanoï was made the capital of French Indochina in 1902, the school had emptied of students and fallen into sufficient disrepair for the French to nickname it “the pagoda of crows,” both a metaphor for its death as a cultural center, and a literal description of the multiple crows nests in old mango trees throughout.

Despite registering the temple as a historic monument in 1906, the French first phased out imperial exams from 1913-1916, and then destroyed large sections of the site during the First Indochina War (1945 - 1954). What stands today is the restored temple complex, but not the outlying school and dormitory buildings.

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The layout of the temple was modeled on that of the temple at Qufu, Shandong (Confucius’ birthplace). In Confucianism, morality means respecting the 5 essential social relationships:

  1. Ruler and Subject

  2. Father and Son

  3. Elder Brother and Younger Brother

  4. Husband and Wife

  5. Friend and Friend

Furthermore, there are five essential elements that form the world: metal, wood, fire, water and earth.

Therefore, there are five consecutive walled courtyards connected by gateways, though in terms of exploration there are really seven main sections:

  1. the entry with 4 pillars and Văn Miếu gate

  2. the first courtyard and Đại Trung gate

  3. the second courtyard with the Khuê Văn Các (Pleiades pavilion)

  4. the third courtyard with the Thiên Quang Tinh (heavenly light well), stele pavilions, and Đại Thành (gate of great success)

  5. the fourth courtyard with East and West shrines for Confucian disciples and the Ceremony House

  6. the fifth courtyard with a shrine to the god of the place and East and West guard houses

  7. and finally the Đền Khải Thánh sanctuary and academy building

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The four pillars that form the street entrance famously warn riders to dismount. Entry tickets and audio guides are sold just next to the flag lined area. The bronze bell in the front Văn Miếu gate dates from the Trần dynasty, is inscribed with a phoenix and dragon symbolizing the emperor and empress, can only be touched by monks, and was only rung to announce the entry of very prestigious visitors. Walking under the bell to hand your ticket to the security guard, you are on the central path, once reserved solely for royalty (all others had to enter through either of the side gates and walk down those paths).

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At graduation and back-to-school seasons, you can find busloads of Vietnamese students of all ages racing through the first courtyard to pose at the various gates. The first gate, connecting the first and second courtyards, is the Đại Trung Môn, translated as “great middle gate”. It is so called because it combines the names of two important works of Confucianism: Đại Học (Great Learning) and Trung Dung (The Doctrine of the Mean). T

The carp symbol at the top references a Chinese proverb explaining that while many carp swim against the stream, the few that manage to jump over the waterfall become dragons. The left side gate is the gate of Accomplished Virtue (Thành Đức), and the right side gate is the gate of Attained Talent (Đạt Tài). In Chinese tradition, the left side is more important than the right, so these gates serve to remind students that talent will only get you so far, hard work has to take you the rest of the way.

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The second courtyard is my personal favorite area of the temple, and is where students traditionally spent their time studying and relaxing outdoors. The waterlily ponds and lawns remain incredibly soothing!

The Khuê Văn Các (constellations pavilion) is named to symbolize the Temple of Literature’s role as the brightest star in the Vietnamese educational and cultural firmament. The circle and square ornament enclosing the bell symbolizes sky and earth, yin and yang.

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In the third courtyard, the Thiên Quang Tinh (heavenly light well) served both as a literal mirror for scholars to dress themselves appropriately and as a symbol for calm and careful reflection.

There are 82 steles of doctors (9 of the original 91 have been lost to war and natural disasters). The bases of the steles are carved as tortoises who literally stand for longevity and wisdom, ensuring the names of the successful students last forever.

The Đại Thành Môn (gate of great success) connecting the third and fourth courtyards is the architectural distinction between the areas meant for relatively casual student use, and the areas intended for worship.

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In the fourth courtyard, the once Eastern and Western shrines for Confucian worshippers are now dedicated to tourist retail and offices. Formerly the Eastern building was devoted to Confucius and the Western building to Chu Văn An (the most famous historic master of the Imperial Academy). Now you can buy a bottle of water or an artistic bit of calligraphy here. Every effort is made to prune the potted plants into animal shapes, with little success.

The Đại Bái Đường (House of Ceremony) is the first really impressive interior, where new doctors kneeled and prayed for both physical longevity (symbolized by the crane) and eternal acclaim (symbolized by the turtle). Just beyond the House of Ceremony is the Đại Thành Sanctuary, where locals still come to worship and bring offerings for Confucius and his four greatest disciples. In the past, emperors and other eminences have worshipped here.

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The fifth courtyard is oddly empty and unornamented. There’s a second street exit on the south west end. The buildings on the side are shuttered. I have met one person who visited on a Saturday afternoon/evening and happened upon a classical Vietnamese musical performance of some sort happening here.

At the far end are the former guard houses, which now house little local art exhibits and a stand where you can purchase? or rent? (I don’t know, I’ve thankfully evaded them to date) scarves so as to not offend the religious old ladies squawking in loud disapproval of your shoulders/arms/cleavage/miniskirt.

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Beyond the guard houses is the old Imperial Academy administration building. Downstairs there are displays of relics that once belonged to scholars and students, including books, calligraphy brushes, ceremonial robes, scrolls and their lacquered cases, royal decrees etc. There are also a few very very old photos of the buildings and grounds from the turn of the last century. It’s incredible to see how this rather visually empty area has become a very densely populated urban neighborhood.

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One current use of the building that connects with its past is its role as the site for judging entries in national contests of various traditional Vietnamese art forms. I have seen elderly, traditionally dressed judges carefully examining the finalist entries for annual ceramics, waterolor, and calligraphy contests here.

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Upstairs is dedicated to the worship of the three emperors who contributed the most to the temple and university:

  • Lý Thánh Tông (1023–1072), who founded the temple in 1070 (middle altar)

  • Lý Nhân Tông (1066–1127), who founded the Imperial Academy (right altar)

  • Lê Thánh Tông (1442–1497), who introduced the steles in 1484 (left altar)

There’s a little balcony in front with a great open view of the old sections of the city.

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Back outside, there’s a pagoda bell that was cast in 2000, when the fifth courtyard was renovated. I’ve never heard it rung! In Buddhism generally, the belief is that ringing the bell awakens the mind, reminding Buddhists to share love and pray for peace. Supposedly when the bell’s peals reach heaven, the dead rest in peace; when the peals reach hell, sinners are temporarily released from their suffering. In traditional Vietnamese bronze casting, it’s known that mixing in a certain proportion of pure gold helps the sound of the bell carry farther. In Vietnam, donors are proud to donate real gold (at great expense, obviously) for pagoda bells, considering it a family honor.

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If you can’t tell, for me this a Hanoi must-do. Tickets are 30,000 VND (less than $2 USD) and audio guides (which are totally worth it!!) are an additional amount.

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Etro's Paisley Inspiration at the Cooper Hewitt

Recently the Cooper Hewitt Design Museum in New York City put up an interesting exhibit of the historic textiles that inspired Veronica Etro’s Spring/Summer 2018 Tree of Life collection.

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While I’ve owned the odd piece (a hair turban, a bikini, a silk chiffon scarf, a pair of velvet flats . . . ) I’ve never been fully at home with Etro.

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On one hand I so enjoy the school of fashion design they embody: multigenerational Italian family business; super-luxe textiles; intense and intricate details and trim, always. Though the company was founded in the 60s and sourced its signature swirling paisley in India, it very much gives me those Renaissance Venetian trade goods vibes.

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The Etro DNA that doesn’t flatter me personally includes the palette (olive, mustard, merlot and lime always reappear), and the tendency of the garments to “wear me”. For those reasons, it’s much easier for me to incorporate the Etro home collection into my life than the womenswear.

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To be clear, these are not criticisms! Etro is beautifully designed and produced, and perfectly focused for a specific woman, I’m just not the Etro woman in terms of coloring/personality.

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I still enjoyed the exhibit, which showed how artifacts in the Etro archive directly influenced the silhouettes, prints and embellishments in the S/S 2018 collection.

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Paisley provokes such strong associations: the wall hanging purchased during a gap year, the shawl on the piano in spaghetti Westerns, the underside of patio umbrellas in the 70s.

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There’s no symbolism with paisley, just abstraction. Paisley gets you thinking! And the more time you spend staring at the intricacy of the iterations, the more likely your brain will leap from thinking to dreaming . . .

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Minimalism/Maximalism: The Museum at the Fashion Institute of Technology 50th Anniversary Exhibit

photographing a circa 1875 American top hat

photographing a circa 1875 American top hat

The 50th Anniversary Exhibit at the Museum at the Fashion Institute of Technology is themed Minimalism/Maximalism, and pairs costumes from the late 18th century through 2019. The couplings are meant to demonstrate that minimalism and maximalism not only cycle (alternately dominate era by era) over time, but become stylistically more or less distinguishable depending on other elements in the zeitgeist (media, politics, economics, etc.)

Is minimalism just maximalism directed inwards? John Galliano discusses his concept for Maison Martin Margiela’s Spring 2019 collection, “Artisanal”

Listening to John Galliano explain his inspiration for the Margiela Spring 2019 collection (“Artisanal”) was incredibly interesting not just in terms of following another person’s philosophical journey, but also due to his dreamy suggestiveness contrasting so sharply with the remainder of the exhibit, which features explicitly iconic trend pieces only.

Anrealage Fall 2018

Anrealage Fall 2018

Anrealage Fall 2018

Anrealage Fall 2018

Walking through, I had my own revelation— we consumers of fashion take so much of it personally! We credit our desires for less AND more to personal growth/exploration/actualization rather than a heavily manipulated environment; taking on the less/more cycle as a matter of personal choice feels like the correct intellectual step, but also imposes an emotional burden.

Narciso Rodriguez Spring 2011

Narciso Rodriguez Spring 2011

Comme des Garçons Spring 2018

Comme des Garçons Spring 2018

Narciso Rodriguez Spring 2011; Comme des Garçons Spring 2018

Narciso Rodriguez Spring 2011; Comme des Garçons Spring 2018

Narciso Rodriguez Spring 2011; Comme des Garçons Spring 2018

Narciso Rodriguez Spring 2011; Comme des Garçons Spring 2018

The flipside of disempowerment is relief. I don’t like the idea that I have been manipulated by design and marketing trends into self-destructive consumerism, and knowing I hit the dead end of a path that was supposed to lead to self actualization really adds insult to injury! On the other hand, knowing I’m not uniquely stupid or silly or superficial (and therefore I shouldn’t feel uniquely guilty) gives me closure. As I walked the darkened exhibit loop, occasionally stung by nostalgia, I actually went through the 5 stages of grief!

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Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66; Jil Sander Spring 1996; Akris Spring 2017

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66; Jil Sander Spring 1996; Akris Spring 2017

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66; Jil Sander Spring 1996; Akris Spring 2017

Yves Saint Laurent F/W 1965-66; Jil Sander Spring 1996; Akris Spring 2017

Yohji Yamamoto F/W 1991

Yohji Yamamoto F/W 1991

Yohji Yamamoto F/W 1991

Yohji Yamamoto F/W 1991

Agatha Ruiz de la Prada S/S 2014

Agatha Ruiz de la Prada S/S 2014

Comme des Garçons Spring 2017

Comme des Garçons Spring 2017

Zandra Rhodes F/W 1981

Zandra Rhodes F/W 1981

Comme des Garçons Spring 2017; Agatha Ruiz de la Prada S/S 2014; Zandra Rhodes F/W 1981

Comme des Garçons Spring 2017; Agatha Ruiz de la Prada S/S 2014; Zandra Rhodes F/W 1981

Iris van Herpen & Jólan van der Wiel 2015

Iris van Herpen & Jólan van der Wiel 2015

Christian Lacroix Spring 1991; Etro Fall 2013

Christian Lacroix Spring 1991; Etro Fall 2013

Christian Lacroix Spring 1991; Etro Fall 2013

Christian Lacroix Spring 1991; Etro Fall 2013

DENIAL: Did maximalism and minimalism really figure as much in my purchasing as practicality? Was occasionally purchasing for my fantasy self to keep my dreams alive really so impractical? Did I really need to re-evaluate my relationship to maximalism and minimalism beyond superficial taste in garments?

circa 1780 French silk waistcoat

circa 1780 French silk waistcoat

circa 1785 French court suit

circa 1785 French court suit

circa 1785 French court suit

circa 1785 French court suit

circa 1775-1780 English evening shoes

circa 1775-1780 English evening shoes

circa 1808 French shoes

circa 1808 French shoes

circal 1780-90 French or English suit

circal 1780-90 French or English suit

circa 1780-1790 French or English silk velvet suit; circa 18033-1805 American cotton muslin dress

circa 1780-1790 French or English silk velvet suit; circa 18033-1805 American cotton muslin dress

Circa 1850 American made “Dandy” ensemble

Circa 1850 American made “Dandy” ensemble

ANGER: If I hadn’t had an emotionally deprived childhood my material desires wouldn’t be so perversely extravagant! Also, how could I have hurt myself so much, stolen from my future, my health, my pets, my boyfriends, because I preferred to spend my attention and funds on shopping for beautiful things? I could have had a house, a kid, a stock portfolio . . .and all that fancy stuff just makes me feel overwhelmed when I don’t wear it, and a bit of impostor syndrome when I do. An emotional pyramid scheme!

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circa 1855 American dress

circa 1855 American dress

circa 1883 Worth evening gown

circa 1883 Worth evening gown

circa 1883 Worth evening gown

circa 1883 Worth evening gown

circa 1908 Suzanne Talbot hat

circa 1908 Suzanne Talbot hat

circa 1908 Suzanne Talbot hat

circa 1908 Suzanne Talbot hat

Callot Soeurs circa 1909; Brooks Brothers circa 1907

Callot Soeurs circa 1909; Brooks Brothers circa 1907

Callot Soeurs circa 1909

Callot Soeurs circa 1909

Callot Soeurs circa 1909

Callot Soeurs circa 1909

Callot Soeurs circa 1909

Callot Soeurs circa 1909

American cycling hat circa 1895

American cycling hat circa 1895

Madame Agnès cloche circa 1929; American cycling hat circa 1895

Madame Agnès cloche circa 1929; American cycling hat circa 1895

circa 1916 American denim walking suit

circa 1916 American denim walking suit

circa 1929 French wool ensemble

circa 1929 French wool ensemble

circa 1916 American denim walking suit; circa 1927 silk Gabrielle Chanel dress; circa 1929 French wool ensemble

circa 1916 American denim walking suit; circa 1927 silk Gabrielle Chanel dress; circa 1929 French wool ensemble

America panne velvet circa 1925

America panne velvet circa 1925

BARGAINING: From now on I’ll be minimal in my number of garments, maximal only in their nature. Starting now I will keep a steady weight so I don’t waste money buying wardrobes for iterations of myself in a 50 pound range. Once my body is right I will set a strict budget, research trends and plan my seasonal purchasing. I will only buy blue chip pieces I can easily resell . . .

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circa 1928 American flapper dress

circa 1928 American flapper dress

circa 1928 American flapper dress

circa 1928 American flapper dress

circa 1928 American “Flapper” dress; circa 1926 American evening dress; Cheney Brothers curtain panel circa 1930

circa 1928 American “Flapper” dress; circa 1926 American evening dress; Cheney Brothers curtain panel circa 1930

Fenton Footwear circa 1929

Fenton Footwear circa 1929

circa 1922 French evening bag

circa 1922 French evening bag

circa 1925 American headband

circa 1925 American headband

circa 1926 American evening coat

circa 1926 American evening coat

Muriel King 1932; Elizabeth Hawes 1930

Muriel King 1932; Elizabeth Hawes 1930

circa 1930 American evening gown

circa 1930 American evening gown

circa 1930 American evening gown; 1938 Elsa Schiaparelli handbag; Jeanne Paquin 1939

circa 1930 American evening gown; 1938 Elsa Schiaparelli handbag; Jeanne Paquin 1939

circa 1930 American evening gown; Jeanne Paquin 1939

circa 1930 American evening gown; Jeanne Paquin 1939

1938 Elsa Schiaparelli handbag

1938 Elsa Schiaparelli handbag

Elsa Schiaparelli 1938

Elsa Schiaparelli 1938

Adrian suit circa 1945

Adrian suit circa 1945

circa 1945 Gilbert Adrian label by Pola Stout suit; circa 1952-3 Claire McCardell dress; circa 1938-40 American sandals

circa 1945 Gilbert Adrian label by Pola Stout suit; circa 1952-3 Claire McCardell dress; circa 1938-40 American sandals

DEPRESSION: I’ve already lost the war. I’m almost 40, broke, with little to show for it. I have no one to look beautiful for, nowhere to wear my beautiful things. I can’t even show off my best stuff to the internet void because most doesn’t fit me and I don’t have the confidence anyway. Will I ever get my body back? It was all a waste of money and hope., and facing these facts is making me feel lots of anxiety and causing dysfunctional levels of procrastination and guilt.

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Hardy Amies circa 1948

Hardy Amies circa 1948

circa 1948 Hardy Amies evening gown

circa 1948 Hardy Amies evening gown

circa 1948 Hardy Amies evening gown

circa 1948 Hardy Amies evening gown

Anne Fogarty 1952; Pierre Balmain 1959

Anne Fogarty 1952; Pierre Balmain 1959

André Courrèges moon boots 1965; André Courrèges couture dress 1962; Marcello jumpsuit 1970

André Courrèges moon boots 1965; André Courrèges couture dress 1962; Marcello jumpsuit 1970

André Courrèges moon boots 1965; André Courrèges couture dress 1962; Marcello jumpsuit 1970

André Courrèges moon boots 1965; André Courrèges couture dress 1962; Marcello jumpsuit 1970

Bill Blass, 1967

Bill Blass, 1967

Michael Mott for Paraphernalia circa 1968

Michael Mott for Paraphernalia circa 1968

Wastebasket Boutique by Mars of Ashville paper dress 1968; Michael Mott for Paraphernalia circa 1968

Wastebasket Boutique by Mars of Ashville paper dress 1968; Michael Mott for Paraphernalia circa 1968

Wastebasket Boutique by Mars of Ashville paper dress 1968; Michael Mott for Paraphernalia circa 1968

Wastebasket Boutique by Mars of Ashville paper dress 1968; Michael Mott for Paraphernalia circa 1968

Peter Max for Randy, 1969

Peter Max for Randy, 1969

Bloomingdales jacket 1969; Thea Porter dress 1973; Larsen Design Studio upholstery 1971; Peter Max for Randy sneakers, 1969

Bloomingdales jacket 1969; Thea Porter dress 1973; Larsen Design Studio upholstery 1971; Peter Max for Randy sneakers, 1969

Bloomingdales jacket 1969; Thea Porter dress 1973; Larsen Design Studio upholstery 1971

Bloomingdales jacket 1969; Thea Porter dress 1973; Larsen Design Studio upholstery 1971

Bloomingdales jacket 1969; Thea Porter dress 1973

Bloomingdales jacket 1969; Thea Porter dress 1973

Mr. Fish 1972

Mr. Fish 1972

Mr. Fish 1972; Yves Saint Laurent Rive Gauche 1976

Mr. Fish 1972; Yves Saint Laurent Rive Gauche 1976

Dr. Scholls 1974

Dr. Scholls 1974

Jordache jeans 1976

Jordache jeans 1976

Stephen Burrows 1973; Halston 1976

Stephen Burrows 1973; Halston 1976

Stephen Burrows 1973; Halston 1976

Stephen Burrows 1973; Halston 1976

Elsa Peretti 1971

Elsa Peretti 1971

Elsa Peretti 1971

Elsa Peretti 1971

ACCEPTANCE: I guess it’s not entirely my fault, zeitgeist and societal pressures do exist, and also I’m human, not a crystal-ball-slash-mortgage-calculator. I had little support or guidance in life AND I’m hardly alone. My hard-won wardrobe should be giving me joy and confidence, not taking it away from me, and I have the power to make either happen. I also possess the poise to not hate myself even when I can’t cope as quickly or well as I’d like, and when I make mistakes. Most importantly, I’ve really learned something here and can let that simmer in my subconscious for as long as I want.

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Larry LeGaspi 1979

Larry LeGaspi 1979

Thierry Mugler 1979

Thierry Mugler 1979

Larry LeGaspi 1979; Thierry Mugler 1979

Larry LeGaspi 1979; Thierry Mugler 1979

Versace Fall 1991

Versace Fall 1991

Bob Mackie 1989; Versace Fall 1991

Bob Mackie 1989; Versace Fall 1991

Bob Mackie 1989; Versace Fall 1991

Bob Mackie 1989; Versace Fall 1991

Karl Lagerfeld suit 1984-85

Karl Lagerfeld suit 1984-85

Gianni Versace Couture bag Spring 1991

Gianni Versace Couture bag Spring 1991

Karl Lagerfeld suit 1984-85; Gianni Versace Couture bag Spring 1991

Karl Lagerfeld suit 1984-85; Gianni Versace Couture bag Spring 1991

Prada circa 1990s

Prada circa 1990s

Prada 1990s

Prada 1990s

Comme des Garçons 1983

Comme des Garçons 1983

Comme des Garçons 1983

Comme des Garçons 1983

Calvin Klein 1996

Calvin Klein 1996

Calvin Klein 1996

Calvin Klein 1996

Donna Karan Fall 1985; Giorgio Armani Fall 1985; Calvin Klein 1996

Donna Karan Fall 1985; Giorgio Armani Fall 1985; Calvin Klein 1996

Maison Martin Margiela F/W 1990-91; Helmut Lang F/W 1994-95

Maison Martin Margiela F/W 1990-91; Helmut Lang F/W 1994-95

Maison Martin Margiela F/W 1990-91; Helmut Lang F/W 1994-95

Maison Martin Margiela F/W 1990-91; Helmut Lang F/W 1994-95

Maison Martin Margiela F/W 1990-91

Maison Martin Margiela F/W 1990-91

Hussein Chalayan 1999

Hussein Chalayan 1999

Hussein Chalayan 1999

Hussein Chalayan 1999

LOL! So I did feel relief by the time I left, but also a residual longing to look better and get closer to my fantasy self. We all talk about ‘getting back to ourselves’ after both tragedies and happy setbacks, but do we actually mean retreating to our old dreams, vices, delusions, routines?

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Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen F/W 2001-02

Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen F/W 2001-02

Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen F/W 2001-02; Givenchy Couture by Alexander McQueen F/W 1997-98

Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen F/W 2001-02; Givenchy Couture by Alexander McQueen F/W 1997-98

Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen F/W 2001-02

Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen F/W 2001-02

Givenchy Couture by Alexander McQueen F/W 1997-98; Undercover S/S 2005

Givenchy Couture by Alexander McQueen F/W 1997-98; Undercover S/S 2005

Undercover S/S 2005

Undercover S/S 2005

Manish Aurora Spring 2006

Manish Aurora Spring 2006

Undercover S/S 2005; Manish Aurora Spring 2006

Undercover S/S 2005; Manish Aurora Spring 2006

Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami 2003

Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami 2003

Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami 2003

Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami 2003

Giorgio Armani Privé Fall 2007

Giorgio Armani Privé Fall 2007

Undercover S/S 2005; Manish Aurora Spring 2006; Giorgio Armani Privé Fall 2007; Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami bag 2003

Undercover S/S 2005; Manish Aurora Spring 2006; Giorgio Armani Privé Fall 2007; Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami bag 2003

Undercover S/S 2005; Manish Aurora Spring 2006; Giorgio Armani Privé Fall 2007; Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami bag 2003

Undercover S/S 2005; Manish Aurora Spring 2006; Giorgio Armani Privé Fall 2007; Louis Vuitton by Takashi Murakami bag 2003

Stella McCartney Spring 2009

Stella McCartney Spring 2009

Stella McCartney 2009; Phoebe Philo Pre-fall 2012

Stella McCartney 2009; Phoebe Philo Pre-fall 2012

Calvin Klein Collection by Francisco Costa Spring 2009

Calvin Klein Collection by Francisco Costa Spring 2009

Calvin Klein Collection by Francisco Costa Spring 2009

Calvin Klein Collection by Francisco Costa Spring 2009

Bao Bao Issey Miyake 2015

Bao Bao Issey Miyake 2015

Jil Sander by Raf Simons S/S 2011

Jil Sander by Raf Simons S/S 2011

Jil Sander by Raf Simons, S/S 2011

Jil Sander by Raf Simons, S/S 2011

I don’t have anything else to say about this exhibit (wink). I did enjoy it! All photos watermarked by the museum were taken by Eileen Acosta.

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Cushnie et Ochs Fall 2015; Ellery 2016; Julia y Renata Spring 2019

Cushnie et Ochs Fall 2015; Ellery 2016; Julia y Renata Spring 2019

Adidas 2018

Adidas 2018

Céline Fall 2015

Céline Fall 2015

Céline Fall 2015; Carolina Herrera by Wes Gordon Fall 2019

Céline Fall 2015; Carolina Herrera by Wes Gordon Fall 2019

Richard Quinn Fall 2018

Richard Quinn Fall 2018

Sacai by Chitose Abe Spring 2016; Gucci Spring 2017; Richard Quinn Fall 2018

Sacai by Chitose Abe Spring 2016; Gucci Spring 2017; Richard Quinn Fall 2018

Balenciaga 2018

Balenciaga 2018

Balenciaga 2018

Balenciaga 2018

At least I’ll never be decadent enough to wear these atrocious Balenciaga sneakers!

For inspiration or to donate, check out the Museum at FITs online collection here: http://fashionmuseum.fitnyc.edu/

Also, they have a Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheMuseumatFIT

TC Cannon: At the Edge of America

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TC Cannon was a Native American (Kiowa/Caddo/French) painter, poet, musician, and Vietnam vet. His Kiowa name was “he who stands in the sun”, he trained in the Southern Plains style of painting at the Institute of American Indian Arts in Santa Fe, and he passed away in 1978 at the too young age of 31. During his lifetime his work was often interpreted as political and subversive; now it’s clearly so much more: earnest and insightful portraiture; aesthetically emblematic of its era; plaintive and relatable on a personal level. The feeling strongly impressed upon me by his work was patience.

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TC Cannon with his father in Vietnam

TC Cannon with his father in Vietnam

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If you’re interested in all the academic takes on TC Cannon, and want to hear his poetry read aloud, this is a great playlist

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I care deeply for the preservation of indigenous American peoples and their cultures. It has taken so long for mainstream perceptions of colonization to change from ‘a fight they lost and we won’ to . . . .the genocide it was. Going to the annual Bear Mountain powwow with my grandfather (who also snail-mailed me related anthropology and archaeology articles, yup, I’m old) helped me learn the difference between considering a cultural outgroup and consuming it. Decades later, as the cultural appropriation debate rages, I find myself reaching back for clarity in the distinction.

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This is a TC Cannon song ‘handed down’ in the family of one of his buddies

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I’ve never visited the Southwest or the Plains but hope to someday. In his work I see a lot of Gaugin, a very little Catlin. I’d love to see the settings.

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His sister still sells his work and manages his estate: http://www.tccannon.com/

Support the Native American Rights Fund: https://www.narf.org/

Go to the Powwow I went to as a little girl: https://www.crazycrow.com/site/event/bear-mountain-powwow/

The Cooper Hewitt + Cube Museum 2019 Design Triennial: NATURE

Fantasma by AnotherFarm: transgenic silk (injected with coral DNA to glow red) dresses

Fantasma by AnotherFarm: transgenic silk (injected with coral DNA to glow red) dresses

As per the website:

With projects ranging from experimental prototypes to consumer products, immersive installations, and architectural constructions, Nature—Cooper Hewitt Design Triennial, co-organized with Cube design museum, presents the work of sixty-two international design teams. Collaborations involve scientists, engineers, advocates for social and environmental justice, artists, and philosophers. They are engaging with nature in innovative and ground-breaking ways, driven by a profound awareness of climate change and ecological crises as much as advances in science and technology.

Tree of 40 Fruit by Sam Van Aken: using centuries old grafting techniques, 40 varietals are incorporated into one living tree

Tree of 40 Fruit by Sam Van Aken: using centuries old grafting techniques, 40 varietals are incorporated into one living tree

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Choreography of Life by Charles Reilly: depicts ATP synthase harvesting the metabolic energy stored in ATP bonds

Bioreceptive Concrete Panels by Marcos Cruz, Richard Beckett, Javier Ruiz, Nina Jotanovic, Anete Salman, Manja van de Worp: a natural method of fighting air pollution

Bioreceptive Concrete Panels by Marcos Cruz, Richard Beckett, Javier Ruiz, Nina Jotanovic, Anete Salman, Manja van de Worp: a natural method of fighting air pollution

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Cillia coat by Jifei Ou, Hiroshi Ishii, Fabian Neumann, Sen Dai: 3D printed hairlike structures on the coat can be programmed to provide warmth, act as sensors or aid movement

Cillia coat by Jifei Ou, Hiroshi Ishii, Fabian Neumann, Sen Dai: 3D printed hairlike structures on the coat can be programmed to provide warmth, act as sensors or aid movement

Bamboo Theatre by Xu Tiantian: with a little help from an architect, local Chinese bamboo basketmaking knowhow helps villagers build stable architectural structures for community gatherings

A World of Sand by AtelierNL: a sentimental statement about teamwork and diversity?

A World of Sand by AtelierNL: a sentimental statement about teamwork and diversity?

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AIR (Avoid-Intercept-Redesign) sneaker prototype for Adidas by Parley for the Oceans: running shoes made entirely of marine plastic waste

AIR (Avoid-Intercept-Redesign) sneaker prototype for Adidas by Parley for the Oceans: running shoes made entirely of marine plastic waste

3D-Painted Hyperelastic Bone by Adam E. Jakus and Ramille Shah: hydroxyapatite (a form of calcium found in bones) makes these implants porous, flexible, strong and recognized by the body like real bones, aiding faster bone regeneration and tissue in…

3D-Painted Hyperelastic Bone by Adam E. Jakus and Ramille Shah: hydroxyapatite (a form of calcium found in bones) makes these implants porous, flexible, strong and recognized by the body like real bones, aiding faster bone regeneration and tissue integration with low or no immune response

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The Substitute by Alexandra Daisy Ginsberg: CGI animation and DeepMind behavioral software is used to recreate the extinct male northern white rhino

Project Coelicolor by Natsai Audrey Chieza: Textiles dyed with pigment producing bacteria eiiminate water waste and pollution from the process. Colors are controlled by pH, oxygen exposure and time.

Project Coelicolor by Natsai Audrey Chieza: Textiles dyed with pigment producing bacteria eiiminate water waste and pollution from the process. Colors are controlled by pH, oxygen exposure and time.

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Bleached (II) by Erez Navi Pana: this salt-crystallized loofah and wood stool symbolizes changing human perception of natural commodities.

Bleached (II) by Erez Navi Pana: this salt-crystallized loofah and wood stool symbolizes changing human perception of natural commodities.

Cisterns by Hiroshi Sambuichi: displayed in old city cisterns around the world, this installation transposes the experience of visiting the Itsukushima Shrine (in Miyajima, Japan) onto local environments

Biocement Masonry by Ginger Krieg Dosier: made of mixed sand, nutrients and microorganisms, these bricks are as strong as standard bricks and are grown and dried in molds, eliminating high carbon emissions typical of the standard firing process.

Biocement Masonry by Ginger Krieg Dosier: made of mixed sand, nutrients and microorganisms, these bricks are as strong as standard bricks and are grown and dried in molds, eliminating high carbon emissions typical of the standard firing process.

Warka Water Tower by Arturo Vittori: collects potable water from dew, fog and rain

Warka Water Tower by Arturo Vittori: collects potable water from dew, fog and rain

Aguahoja II by Neri Oxman: made of biocomposite materials made from shrimp shells and fallen leaves, these “skin and shell” structures can be 3D printed and programmed with different mechanical, optical and olfactory properties, including timed deco…

Aguahoja II by Neri Oxman: made of biocomposite materials made from shrimp shells and fallen leaves, these “skin and shell” structures can be 3D printed and programmed with different mechanical, optical and olfactory properties, including timed decomposition.

Curiosity Cloud by Katharina Mischer and Thomas Traxler: hand fabricated replicas of different insects that would not be found together in nature are united, and triggered to flutter by human movement

Made by Rain by Aliki van der Kruijs: textiles dyed by rain interacting with their ink are “fingerprints'“ of location, date, time interval, and millimeters of rainfall

Made by Rain by Aliki van der Kruijs: textiles dyed by rain interacting with their ink are “fingerprints'“ of location, date, time interval, and millimeters of rainfall

After Ancient Sunlight by Charlotte McCurdy: this petroleum free algae-based plastic raincoat is manufactured in a manner that metabolizes atmospheric carbon rather than emitting it

After Ancient Sunlight by Charlotte McCurdy: this petroleum free algae-based plastic raincoat is manufactured in a manner that metabolizes atmospheric carbon rather than emitting it

Personal Food Computer by Daniel Poitrast and the OpenAg team at MIT: a tabletop sized, robot monitored chamber creates environmental conditions yielding desired phenotypic expressions from plants

Personal Food Computer by Daniel Poitrast and the OpenAg team at MIT: a tabletop sized, robot monitored chamber creates environmental conditions yielding desired phenotypic expressions from plants

Visualizing the Cosmic Web by Kim Albrecht: how are galaxies in our universe related? mapping their connections with different models helps us better understand the history of our universe, or potential multiverse

Monarch Sanctuary by Mitchell Joachim and Vivian Kuan: a vertical meadow with glass facade and carefully temperature and humidity controlled interior helps replete dwindling Monarch butterfly populations

Monarch Sanctuary by Mitchell Joachim and Vivian Kuan: a vertical meadow with glass facade and carefully temperature and humidity controlled interior helps replete dwindling Monarch butterfly populations

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I hope against hope that some of these carbon negative and pollution upcycling technologies become standard before we ruin Earth’s habitability.

Old, Old Houses in New York City: Dyckman Farmhouse, Sylvan Terrace, Morris-Jumel Mansion & Hamilton Grange

A sunny day in Morningside Park, very much engineered to look like a Hudson River School painting

A sunny day in Morningside Park, very much engineered to look like a Hudson River School painting

I love visiting historic houses. I find them inspirational from an interior decorating point of view, but also love soaking up their vibes . . . I don’t feel voyeuristic, I feel right at home!

Dyckman Farmhouse, built 1784

Dyckman Farmhouse, built 1784

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Recently, I’ve gotten a couple Inwood listings (for those of you who don’t know . . . my day job for the past 8 years is as a professional real estate agent, a perfect match for me as a native New Yorker) and so have been traveling quite a bit up and down the west side. It is time consuming to get to these neighborhoods, so I thought I would fold in visits to uptown sights I’d always meant to see . . . . but hadn’t.

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First up, the Dyckman Farmhouse between 204th and 207th streets on Broadway. This is a Dutch Colonial style farmhouse continuously occupied by one family and donated to the city as a museum in the 1910s. The sisters decorated it in an early 19th century fashion, as they remember their grandparents keeping it.

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It’s two floors and a cellar. The cellar is, of course, the kitchen; the first floor is the main entertaining space and upstairs are bedrooms. In undecorated rooms throughout there are vitrines of colonial artifacts that were either donated or unearthed in the vicinity. One silly touch is that many of the items are labeled with their name in Dutch (it’s not a stole, it’s a stoel!)

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Out back, dug into the hill, is a Hessian hut. These were used to house George III’s Hessian mercenaries. New York is terribly cold in winter and terribly hot in summer, and was almost completely Tory during the revolution. The hut predates the house.

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Walking north on St. Nicholas Ave. from 160th St., Sylvan Terrace looks like a Wild West movie set. It’s actually 20 rowhouses built in 1882 with maintained facades (the interiors are rarely even partly original). They go for around $1.6 million these days.

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At the top of Sylvan Terrace is Jumel Terrace, and the Morris-Jumel mansion. Built in 1765 by one of the wealthiest men in New York, it is quite different in character from the Dyckman farmhouse.

Morris-Jumel mansion, built 1765

Morris-Jumel mansion, built 1765

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Like the Dyckman farmhouse, the Morris-Jumel mansion is decorated in the early 19th century style; obviously, it’s a much grander house.

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Dare I say I find the juxtaposition of 1820s-40s wallpapers and carpeting against Georgian neoclassical decorative elements horrifying?

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Apparently when in France the Jumels socialized with Napoleon, so there’s a lot of that Empire style of decor as well.

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The house has a bit of history: this is where George Washington planned the Battle of Harlem Heights; this is where Aaron Burr and Eliza Jumel shared their marriage of convenience (her benefit being the maintenance of social standing, his the spending of her fortune).

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The upstairs bedrooms are furnished with a natural feeling jumble of furniture and decorative objects from the mid 18th through mid 19th centuries.

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Of course, the kitchen is again in the basement. When I reflect on my childhood, I remember spending an inordinate amount of time in colonial kitchens learning about how people cooked and ate in the 18th century. Isn’t it so silly, looking back? Isn’t it the part of history that matters the least?

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The grounds of Morris park are very small but removed and peaceful. The plantings are authentic to those that would have been used in the colonial Americas. When I visited they were past their bloom, but the heirloom roses here are known for their strong and lovely scent.

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I hate to say it, but Hamilton Grange (at St. Nicholas Terrace and 141st St.) was a disappointment. Firstly, it’s not on its original site, and it’s hard to contextually appreciate in the corner of granite rocks it currently occupies.

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The cellar floor is a small museum for schoolchildren using a few artifacts to map out Hamilton’s biography. The piano nobile, which I’ve photographed here, contains few if any of Hamilton’s belongings. The third floor bedrooms are inaccessible National Park Service offices. In other words, a waste of a beautiful historic house! This is technically the Hamilton Memorial, rather than a historic house museum, so my hopes were likely unfair expectations.

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A lot of the furniture is repro and the entry way floor is LINOLEUM! At least the palette isn’t as offensive as the Morris-Jumel mansion’s. Also, I have to give it to the basement kiddie museum: if you are quite familiar with the musical Hamilton, you will laugh at how some lyrics are pulled line for line from the 90s educational video played down there.

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Would I revisit any of these houses? No, although if I’m in the neighborhood on a sunny day I won’t hesitate to take my lunch to the Morris-Jumel garden to sit and relax in tranquility.

the Museum of the City of New York

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I’m a Native New Yorker. It’s the second sentence in my professional bio. It’s about 70% of my personal identity (New Yorker first, dog lover second, art/culture/history fan third, Buddhist fourth, Real Estate Agent fifth, Youtuber sixth, aspiring world traveler seventh . . . friend and sister eighth?!?! yikes . . . all other social roles of incidental significance . . . )

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I’ve also been one of those white ladies you would truly regret asking about her ethnicity, because my family goes all the way back in the city. My heritage is a rather perfectly proportional reflection of the second generation rise of various immigrant populations into socially acceptable circles, from the arrival of the Dutch in New Amsterdam onwards. I’ve seen enough eyes glaze over to now lightheartedly summarize with “standard East Coast blend,” “lots of white,” “history’s a mystery!”, “miscellaneous Euro”, etc.

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All this to say, I didn’t think anyone could tell my anything about the history of New York I hadn’t learned from the explicit and tacit teachings of my grandparents. i was wrong! The Museum of the City of New York has the best teaching exhibits I could imagine on both the demographics of the city over time AND its social, political, economic and cultural evolution. I spent many hours there, and could spend MANY more.

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New York has unfortunately always been rife with nativism, classism and prejudice. I wish more New Yorkers would visit this museum to learn some FACTS. Perhaps the part I enjoyed most was seeing tourists from many different countries (I heard German, Dutch, Russian, Arabic, Polish?, Spanish and Italian spoken in the galleries that day) taking the time to deliberately watch the detailed, map intensive video exhibits, and then discuss what it meant to go from being whatever-they-are to being an assimilated New Yorker.

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In this country we often ask what it means “to be a real American,” and so often ignore the far more important question of what it should mean to become American. This is a question us citizens can answer constructively, together, without judging each other’s ancestry.

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I may always cringe when I hear myself on voicemail or see myself on film, with the nasal, lockjawed pronunciation and incessant supra shoulder gesturing that will mark me as a New YAWKUH for the rest of my days. I may want to go far, far away for as long as I can. I do still love the city though, and this museum does a great job explaining it. I can’t recommend it highly enough!

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If, as a native, I could choose one essential takeaway for anyone visiting, it would be this: please remember New York City’s history of peaceful protest and social advocacy!

My First EPIC Depotting Project: From 46 Palettes to Just 7

What a joy it was to depot over 40 different palettes and compacts into just 7! I really mean that; I found the practice almost meditative.

After trying many different methods, this is what works best:

  1. Soak the edges of the pan with high percentage rubbing alcohol (don’t worry about ruining the makeup; the texture of the product won’t be different once it’s dry again)

  2. Wait 20-30 seconds for the glue to soften

  3. Use a slender, sharp tool to dig between the metal makeup pan and the plastic compact; make sure that you have really wiggled your tool UNDER the pan rather than just piercing its side

  4. If the makeup cracks or shatters, soak the pan with the alcohol, press the makeup down firmly with a paper towel to repress it, and keep working on its removal. you can do this as many times as necessary

  5. Lift the pan out of the compact and clean excess glue off the bottom with the alcohol. i find it helps to flip the pan over, spray a little alcohol on, wait 30 seconds, and rub off as much as possible with a paper towel. i repeat as many times as necessary and will scrape off stubborn glue with my fingernail

  6. If the pan had to be repressed, leave it out to air dry overnight

  7. If the makeup is dry, test to see if the pan sticks to your empty magnetic palette. if it does, great! if not, put a magnetic sticker on the back of the pan, place in your palette and voila!

The Supplies I Highly Recommend (and I tried a few different duds that are not mentioned here):

  1. Empty Magnetic Palettes from Shop Miss A: These are the cheapest palettes I could find that are still both attractive and effective. I like organizing my makeup by using one print per product type; so, for example, all my blushes from now on will go in multiples of the black palm print palette, while all bronzers will go in the faux wood print palettes

  2. Rubbing Alcohol: I like 91% because the goal is to find a balance between having as little water as possible (water is what ruins makeup textures, not alcohol) and not having it dry up too fast. Rubbing alcohol typically comes in 70%, 91% and 99%+ concentrations, and I prefer 91%. Also, don’t underestimate the amount of alcohol needed for the job! To do this project I used about 5 oz.

  3. Spray Bottle: I find smaller (8-12 oz), lightweight plastic bottles the easiest to handle, but to each their own, The most important thing is that it shoots more of a stream, not a fine mist

  4. Paper Towels or Napkins: Toilet paper, facial cotton or similar are too soft and will leave filaments in repressed product

  5. Depotting utensil: It’s not necessary to buy specialized tools if you have something that works (like my jacked up dollar store scissor!) but they’re undeniably better at the job. Similarly, one spatula will do and once you’ve practiced, you will get better and better at not damaging pans. But if you want every pan to come out as perfectly as possible, different shapes of spatula can’t hurt.

  6. Magnetic stickers: Buy more than you think you need, and make sure to get two sizes: the standard 1 inch rounds but also the half inch rectangles. Too big stickers on tiny pans are a waste of space in your space-saving palette!

CAMP: Notes on Fashion at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

I’ve only seen the line for a Costume Institute exhibit this long twice before in my lifetime of Met membership: Jackie O, and Alexander McQueen.

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Camp was fun, obvious, and waaaaaaaayyy too heavy on Jeremy Scott for Moschino.

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Or, “Camp is JUDY GAAAAAAHHHHHHLAND,” as one of the dramatic piped in soundbites (I think it’s Simon Doonan?) quips.

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The crowd was great . . . lots of fashion people, lots of insta handle exchanges.

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